MY FRIENDS?!?!?

 so this is darren or d-stout.. i was looking at his fictures and went past this??? anyone wanna take a guess?? lol.. that in the back is my friend frank… he is reallly awesome… and this shows him well.. lol.. jkjkjk.. anyway.. yeah.. my friends?!?!

my life sux

its gay.. well i dont get my ipod cause the dude is about to die.. with kidney cancer… always me.. and michael is mad at me cause his gf is.. because i changed my status and they thought i was talkng about him.., i think we are kool now ut w/e

soo i

hung out with barbara and michael alot today.. after we took pictures for band they both came over and hing out until after noon practice.. it was fun im putting some pics on myspace right now!! woo

woo go band!!

you cant see me but see the drum major on the left?? im standing beside him [jarred]!!

geezz

i have band today.. and its 6:45 am.. we hae 8-12 then pictures for the program at 2 and then afternoon practice from 6-8:30..  so basically i have to spend all my day with michael<3!! i broke up with jordan last night after going to see hancock last night which was hilarious btw. but me and michael were talking for a while last night about me and him.. and later after we hung up i sent him a txt saying good night and he sent back goonight i love you…. i was like wow um i love you too.. cause i doo this one i actually think im falling in love with.. he is so sweet.. he makes me happy and i make him happy but we arent going out cause he has a gf named ciera [[who is my friend dont get me wrong]] but he dont break up with girls and he really likes her too,, and when we were on the phone we were talking about how we both are sooo confused in this.. he said he loves me and her and its confusing… im just soo happy he actually likes me!! anyways.. gotta go eat and get dressed n stuff .. im gonna post a blog on how good the band was last year with an awesome video of when me made straight ones!!/ woo  and u might be thinkin well ur just now in that good band but nope. ive beenn sorta in it for 2 yrs.. i was a band aid in 7and 8th grade.. so yeah.. anyway♥PEACE

ok ill admit it.. this guy is more awesome than steve..

*washes mouth out with soap*

k so this is synester gates,, from the band avenged sevenfold.. and i hate to say it but im starting to like him more than steve.. i havent yet,, but i might,,, gosh he is sooo hot!! and is awesome at guitar!! anyway.. a7z rox mann!! here is my favorite song by them called brompton cocktail..

(Out of time…)
Doc, I’m dying, I’m feeling compromised (feeling compromised)
and so dehumanized (and so dehumanized)
I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends
I need that shot to enter my vein
My Brompton Cocktail blend

‘Cause I can’t feel my face
I won’t struggle on
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong

I’m not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
in a lie…

I’m tired, induced euphoria (induced euphoria)
to help me move along (help me move along)
I wanna meet my maker in peace, i want to feel alive again
So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend

‘Cause I can’t feel my face
I won’t struggle on
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong

I’m not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna
and leave how I arrived, so alive

I believe my sins have been forgiven
and I believe my choice will save me from this life
please don’t question why
my sins have been forgotten
I believe I’ll find peace in afterlife
please don’t question why
I left this way

‘Cause I can’t feel my face
I won’t struggle on
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong

I’m not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna
and leave how I arrived, so alive
(Alive)

woo and yes it is talking about shooting up

more dreams..

soo last night was pretty kool… i slept in my dads room.. and he accidently woke me up on his way to work so he put me in his bed and when i fell asleep i had a dream so uhh here is goes im gonna quote everything that happened

“well it started out i heard spur58 was gonna be in beaumont the next day and i was determined to go and then that day comes and mm said u cant go and i was like ok yeah well try and catch me [[sorry for the cheesyness it was a dream]] and then i got on my bike with my mom sunning after me and five seconds later i was there and i saw bush and aaron through the window and i knocked on the door and stepped back for sum reason and bush came to the door and i said HEY COUSIN and he gave me a hug [???] and then aaron walked out half asleep and we all sat down on the concrete and started talkin.. then more ppl showed up and thats all we did was talk.. “

i know really weird huh.. gish,, me and my dreams lol

SCHOOL CLOTHES!!

soo school is coming up and we are looking for new clothess.. i couldtine some pics of the shirt i already bought but i did find the jacket and the skinny jeans im getting from hot topic!! woohoo!! lol she yeah here is my jacket

kk and here are the two pairs of jeans im gettin!! woohoo!!

andd…

go mee!

tropical storm eduard…

 so uh this is the tropical storm thats hittin us…. mehh… its not as bad as it looks on here.. lol.. obviously or i woudlnt be able to be on the computer right now.. or well internet.. we havent lost power yet.. so thats a good thing… but anyway.. go to www.kfdm.com and see the live doppler

im sooo exited!!!

i cant wait to get my ipod touch!!! i can get on twitter n everythin! !! im wondering if i can get on myspace by it though.. well anyawy…!!! soooo excited