its almost that time again

too bad i might be on probation my whole summer, cause of stupid truancy, i ahte my school but im lucky to have a place where i can learn and get skillz i need for life..

but still my school is gay, they didnt even give me a warning  just a summon to come to court, but im thinking i can get out of it, i havent used my parent notes, and i can use my dads death certificate for the 2 days i missed after he died, because those 2 were for that reason, i needed some time off, and yeah it probably wont be too late, and i dont think they can hold me back from coming to camp or church, anyway steve fee is going to be at the camp we’re going to this year, along with david crowder band and leeland!!  and this preacher dude named Louie Giglio? or something like that… its in Gatlinburg Tennessee…

but on a brighter side of things, i have an amazing boyfriend his name is Michael Hall we went bowling yesterday with the band, for the 8th graders who are coming in band (im sooo happy i wont be a fish (freshman) anymore)  and it was sooo much fun, even tho i lost :/ i was messin around mostly, it was just to have fun anyway

and im over my crush, ive been crushing on this guy since december 17th… during the cinderella play, he played the steward, and i kinda just realized i liked him… but he didnt like me back but i couldnt get over him, i kept thinking maybe one day he would like me, then i realized i HAVE  to move on, im better than that anyway, but yeah.. we’ll never be together, and im okay with that.. hes a senior and im a freshamn… today is his last day of school… and next week is mine, im coming to school again next year and he’s going tot UT.. so yeah anyway, that was a waste of my life… :/

~ by nicoledufner on May 20, 2009.